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I wanna be that .

I hate when I see all those other happy smiles
I want to wear that happy smile myself
I hate to watch all those pictures on everyone so happy
I want to look that happy in those pictures as well
Why can't I be the one,
the one who likes what she has
the one who could be better at appreciate
Maybe what I got is what I want
but if it's not? Then what ..?
I don't want to feel this way
I don't want to be this unhappy
I don't want to wish that I hade something better
I want to like this
I want to love this
but I can't
I don't know why it's so hard
but this just doesn't seem to work
But I can't give up on you
I couldn't leave this
Even though it feels like that would be the best,
at some times.
Please, just fix this
Because right now I'm crying all the time
almost wishing it was over
but at the same time I still want this
I just don't know what to do ..

2008-09-02 @ 18:14:33 Tankar Permalink

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